2 weeks of mid-term break just gone,
and I broke my own record twice just in 2 weeks.
I stayed in my house from Sunday afternoon,
after coming back from lunch,
until Thursday morning,
for the first week.

The 2^nd week is even easier,
Monday 6pm came back from library,
then Saturday 6pm go out.
WOW, 120 hours!
Everyone asked me how can I stayed that long in my house,
I also don’t know.

During this 2 weeks I was stuck with anatomy,
study study study….
study cadaver’s picture after meal,
study cadaver’s picture after wake up in the morning…
I am happy that the test is over today.
But still, I watch drama and entertainment show.
So, I am still normal ok..!

Things happened,
and people talk to me,
asking for ideas or opinions,
or just talk to me,
about things that bothering them,
and things that they want to tell,
I might not have the answer,
and I wish I could help,
which most of the cases I can do nothing about them,
Well, this is life…

Before this,
I was a person who is so dare to give any comment,
judgements,
and just tell everything that I am thinking about…
But not now.

At this point,
almost finishing my first year,
under education to be part of the health service in the future,
I realise that,
I, need to be responsible for what I speak,
every word!

I started to notice that,
I always add many uncertainty to my sentences,
e.g.: it COULD be…, MAYBE it is…, I AM NOT SURE about…
Sometimes I even just say: I DON’T KNOW….
when people ask me about things…

I am not sure whether this is good thing or
a bad one….
And for those who talk to me hoping for something,
I know what you guys are hoping for,
and I am sorry if I didn’t give you that ’something’
Anyway, I am sleepy right now,
So, good night!

Everyone, take care!